I don’t care if inspiration strikes
I’m the one that chooses to write
It is my choice
Once I choose to begin, it remains my responsibility to maintain my inertia
Inspiration helps with inertia
I’ve had times where I was completely taken by storm by my muse
she rocked me and shoved me along, and I had no part in what was happening and what my output ended up being
But usually, I just have to sit down and start
I get ideas and inspiration constantly
and I can’t say that any wisdom in my writing is from me because I am often encountering it for the first time when I write it
thats one of the reasons art is so amazing
I heard Jordan Peterson say in a lecture that art is thought
my insides exploded
not literally
but thats an incredible insight!
and it makes so much sense
Art is Thought.
And I have and I do and I will discover that truth over and over and over again in my lifetime, which is riddled by creative musings and doings
I write to explore
And I don’t have to be the origin of beauty and wisdom and articulation in order to claim my writing as my responsibility
I’m learning in this moment that writing is truly, truly not my own at all
Whatever muses I channel
I am not a wellspring of truth
But I am willing
and motivated
and open
and I pay attention
And the choice to lose myself to my creativity – that is the humility of the artist
And that is not something a muse can give you.